Monday, July 21, 2025

Proof of Life



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original art by Melissa Jordan Willis

The lemon yellow birds are back

I don’t know where they’ve been

They flit and swoop


While branches crack

In gusty breaths of wind


Their shadows paint themselves on cinder block-


A blur of wings

Askew 

Distorted 

I am rushed and still 

In the earthly garden


Bees and crows are blown about

The clouds are silk and satin

The golden pollen fills cracks in the concrete-

In the unreachable valleys of the barrel cactus spines


It’s April

It’s desert 

It’s a mesquite roof of emerald

and winecups on lanky stems


In the jaws of fire ants 

Foraged morsels move like legless beings

Into the hole

The hills in the sand 

That grow overnight


Decay is always at hand

In fallen seed pods

In sun bleached logs 

That recline as magnificent torsos

On the burial grounds of beloved pets


I threw the seed guts of a spaghetti squash

Into the dirt a week ago

Just because


New velvet leaves push up now and claim their turf


Where the scorpionweed unfurled its lacy fronds

in February.

Where her lilac heads curled and withered-

Where spaghetti squash will flower and fruit


So much to say

About the world today

A whirlwind of change on the stage of our commonwealth

There are no guarantees 

As my Grandma used to say

I channel her guts

Her resolve to persist


I do it in my own way

To be true to myself

To know all is passing

And soon I’ll be gone


Too


To where the lemon yellow birds go




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